Flame

playing with fire has its consequences

I am sure u have read the newspaper. Schools are taking action against those students 'flaming' teachers on blogs as stated in the newspaper. The students were then asked to remove those content and suspended from school for 3 days. It's quite stupid for those who did that, knowing that the internet world is so easily accessible. So straight after yesterday's publish of this article, Mr Lau spoke to us regarding this matter this morning assembly. Yea, saying that we must be responsible for our actions and the consequences of our doing.

Actually, it's freaky how teachers managed to find out their students blog. Who knows, my school teachers do that too? Geez... That's bad, I wouldnt want them to know my blog. Haha. So better to be safe than sorry, dont 'flame' your teachers, friends, school, anyone. Dont be like *Xiaxue. Opps, i just did that. My apologises.

*Her blogging account got hacked by someone whom i guess don't really like her very much because she bad mouth people in her blog.

[UPDATE]

fucking shit. i really admire this son of a bitch.

http://fannyowemoney.blogspot.com/2005/09/blogging-kills_28.html

Belle

pretty mama

today is a bad day. i got back some of my prelim papers and i think it was quite screwed up. i was extremely disappointed in my chemistry and my emath. i didnt expect my chemistry to be like 48/65 and my sub sci to be B4. this is really bad, SUB science B4?! goodness. blame it all on practical which really pulled my grade down. i shall not talk about emath, it is really depressing. careless mistake. i was quite okay with my amath marks despite failing it, but i think Mrs Yeong calculated my marks wrongly so in the end, i might pass. Prays hard.

After all this unravelling of demoralisers, i think i might not be able to get into 3 month course. actually, the chances are next to impossible.

The Sun Is Gone Before It Shines

Falsa Baiana

well, i just watched Woman On Top on channel 5. it's quite good, esp with penelope cruz. the music is just so soothing too. yea, my title for this post is one of the songs featured in the movie. i have no idea what does it mean, so dont ask me. hahah. this movie was released in 2000 or 2001, i cant remember, i didnt find the movie title catchy, so didnt give a damn. but now, i know this title is actually quite...*ahem* you know... hahaha.

i really love this weekend. i slept till like 1pm? woohoo. power. but hey, this is just a weekend break for this week. study will continue very soon after i get my prelim results next week. i am not going to screw up O levels just because of a moment of playfulness, laziness. i dont know how this certificate is really taking control of my future. it's just a paper! you tear it, and it is gone. it is not like some magical thing. whatever. i cant wait till Os are over, really. like who doesn't wants it to be over. i guess the moment that everyone is waiting for after four/five years in secondary school is for O levels to come and poof. And enjoy life for the time being before you have to snap back to reality when the results are released in 2006.

Okay, I See The Light, But No...

prelims are OVER. i dont give a shit about CME. seriously, i dont know why my sch still has CME exam when other schools dont already have it. and i got laughed at because of that.

geog and phy/chem paper 1 were definitely more difficult than mid yr exam's. i was shaking my leg through out the papers. which means i am very nervous. oh well, it's over now, i am glad it is over.

but the war is yet to be over. O levels will be my final battle, afterwhich i hope to enrich myself by taking up electric guitar lessons, wakeboarding(if i can, haha) and work! i wanna earn extra money to buy material stuffs, lol. i dont really care if i get into 3 months course anymore since everything cant be changed anymore. so i will just live with it if i cant get in, but if i were able to, maybe that's something good. but... hmm...

anyways, if you saw the news, US govt is evacuating people from texas. i think it is good that US govt is learning from their mistakes by taking precautions earlier. And also, the people are heeding advise to out the hell out of Dodge and not wait till the storm arrives like what happened in New Orleans. As one Houston county judge commmented, “Don’t follow the example of Katrina and wait. No one will come and get you during the storm.”

It's Like a Light at the End of the Tunnel

prelims are most or less over with science and geog paper 1 tmr to mark the end of the essence of depression.

yesterday was amath paper 2. i have to say that it is definitely easier than paper 1. but something that made me very depress was a surds question. i went into the examination hall with confidence that my surds wouldnt fail me. then i saw the question for surds, it caused me inferiority. i left it till i finished the paper. after i 'finished' the paper, i went back to it, with little hope that i would get the answer, but i tried. i was writing at a normal pace, not speeding through my workings. then, as i wrote, i realise i was probably correct, but Mdm Yani picked up the microphone, ''Your time is up, pens down and stop writing.'' ARGH!, i think i lost probably 3 marks for not doing the rest of the workings. Yes that 3 marks really mattered; every single mark matters. i went back home, i attempted that question again, and DAMN!!!!!! i was really correct. i pressed my calculator and yes, my answer matches the question. i really do feel like shit now, questioning myself, had i had more confidence in myself, i would have completed that question. RAH RAH RAH.

i guess this is another lesson i have learnt. i hope i wouldnt commit the same mistake during O levels. btw, i dont think i have much hope of entering the 3 months course.

Freaking Funny Audios

Boh Lam Pah CLICK HERE. this is an ah beng singing, with some hokkien here and there

Bangla vs Ah Beng CLICK HERE. this is a bangla trying to speak dialect. LMAO. real funny. but PARENTAL ADVISORY.

these audios are from Orangeous. . check it out. it's got some real stuff!

nano

DAMN!


look how small it is!


look how slim it is!




i shouldnt have bought the ipod photo that soon. is it 30GB, i dont know if i can even fully utilise the storage at all. it is also less portable. whatever. i can store more photos and songs mah.. HAHA.

ipod nano is available in BLACK! rah. ipod mini is replaced by this at the same price and it is even more worth it as it is with colour and you can load photo. so Zhen Ai, if u see this, u must thank your mum for not wanting to buy mini for you for this ipod is way much cooler and worth it. btw is is 3GB or 4GB.

Katrina

BEFORE
9 March 2004

AFTER
31 August 2005



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With All The Pain You Drain From Love BOOKS

prelims are 2 days away from me and i am starting to have a sign of rejection of books. that's baaad... rah. i hate this feeling. and because of the preparation of prelims, i have to say no to chermaine for training this afternoon. rah again.

i hope today will be a productive day and can manage to finish 3 chapters of geog- plate tectonics, coasts, natural veg. these are the chapters i had studied for mock, so i think i can get them into my mind quite fast. i pray i can do it. sigh. and also brush up on my emath! i guess i have to study till quite late tonight.

at 4.15pm i have a dental appointment. argh!

Too Many Feelings, Too Little Words

i had this sudden rush of thoughts so i decided to blog. actually it started with this dream. i didnt remember this dream when i woke up, but some how it found me. this dream was about my first best friend in primary sch. i dont wish to address that person. anyway, that dream showed only her face and i suppose, if i didnt recall wrongly, no words were spoken. weird, i look at her and so did she look back at me. slowly from that dream, i began a mind map of things that took place with her in the past. this made me quite nostalgic when i look back. like when she invited me over her house, but on that invition card she wrote the wrong date and ended up a joke when i went over to her house.

however, not all were that happy. there were certainly disappointment moments i remembered. our friendship ended not because of arguements, but some how it ended silently as we ''graciously'' drift apart from each other. well, whatever, it has been over for about 5 years? i've moved on very well and moreover, it didnt hurt very much either as it didnt end suddenly. so i guess it was easy.

some friends passed me by, some left my life and some stayed on to explore the world together with me.
For those who stayed one, i thank you.
For those whom i missed out, i regret.
For those who left...? too many feelings, too little words.

Break it up Make it up what do You think?

physic practical was a screw up. my graph ended up in a 's' shape like graph. chem was so better. i guess i like chem more than phy. headed for town for lunch with yj, yx, mich, steff at mos burger. their burger is so juicy! so nice, probably i havent had it for a long time. their fries werent that good though, kinda dry.

anyway, we went window shopping and i have no idea why, we started to grab one another's ankel esp yj and mich. haha. went down to the crumpler shop in paragon to check out if the shoulder pad was available yet, but no, it was a disappointment for me that i have to wait for yet another period of time; the shoulder pad came and gone. rah.

went home and i dropped by the ice cream man's. while i waited patiently for the previous customer to finish purchasing her ice cream , there came a bitch who blatantly cut my queue. goodness. how shameless. intially, i did want to tell her that i came first, but nah. i was wearing a school uniform so i gave up that idea. also, why should i be so ungracious to actually tell the bitch off and become on par with her- a bitch. Currently listening to: The Killers- change your mind